Days like today
Most days I have the power to not care what others think. It makes for an easy, carefree life. That’s my recipe for a happy life. Most days I am happy. Today is not that day. I have gained so much weight with menopause that I am disgusted with myself. I don’t know what to do. I used to be so active and in shape. I woke up on morning and I can’t use my hand, my feet kill me, and I weigh a ton. What the hell happened? How did it happen? What can I do about it? I’m gonna figure something out. I can’t keep despising myself like this